18 weeks 2 days

Holy Shit have we been "busy". Not other people busy actual busy. :) Every night I don;t have class I have been working at the Pizza Place to help out Jose including Sat ans Sun and you are picking up the slack on the other couple days. (Because You Kick Ass!) I have one more class after tonight and my state test on Monday and I am an Official Licensed Fire Fighter II. :) We took pictures on monday of your belly. :) Cute. I like to say good bye to both of you in the morning. I hope you don't mind the belly kisses. :) Two weeks before we get to schedule the Ultrasound. Wee! :)

16 weeks 5 days

Beauty without grace is the hook without the bait.
~Ralph Waldo Emerson

You are both Beauty and Grace and I am forever grateful. My angel.

16 weeks 2 days

Last night was our 4th Anniversary. Man did I want to show you this site. :) I held strong tho! :)

I went to American Eagle and got you a guys large hooded sweatshirt for the pregnancy so you're not trying to stretch out your little ones. :) I also brought you a 6 pack of sprite and a couple movies. Like when we first started dating. :) You liked it, but not as much as I expected. I want tears of joy damnit! Tears I say! :)

This morning I was having sympathy sadness or something I was crying like a woman because my family hasn't gotten together in a while. . .What the FUCK is that?! So I called my dad and told him we should setup a monthly get together or something where we can all eat dinner and play games or something. :) Maybe I will even assign the entertainment task to someone in particular in the family each go round. Ohhh Fun! :)

16 weeks 1 day

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY! 4 years of marriage today. :) Weeee!

Today is also your doctors appointment and we get to find out when you are going to get your next ultrasound. I'm so excited I want to know if its a boy or a girl. :) The baby is around 8 inches long now (roughly the size of a smurf at 3 apples high) and growing. Your belly is alot more prominent now and when I mentioned it, you smiled so you're not too sensitive yet. :) I was talking to Patti when I went to the dentist yesterday and she thinks we are gonna be good parents, somewhat allieviating my fear of fucking up my kid. I guess we are all fucked up in our own special way. Isn't that sweet. Oh yeah! Thanks for coming to my softball game even tho it was really cold out. I like it when you're there. *sheepish grin*

14 weeks 5 days

The baby is like 5 inches or so now and by the end of this week is supposed to be fully formed. I saw a picture of what the feet look like at 13 weeks, and they look like perfect little baby feet! :) Not sure when the untrasound is but I hope they can tell us if its a boy or a girl. That would be so awesome have been reading through that baby name book and it sucks. There are so many stupid names in there I am going nuts. I think instead of 40,001 names we need like 500. I can deal with 500, but by the time you get through 40,001 you will have narrowed it down to what, like 100 names? Bleh!

I know we are not getting a lot of time together, but I will be done Nov 1st with the Academy so that will free of my Saturdays and Tues and Thurs Nights. :) Anyway, I am thinking about you here at work, and I love you with all my heart.